I truly believe you can't love someone and cheat on them

I had every intention to have the conversation with my husband after we returned from our trip and I had a chance to explain myself eastmeeteastA mГіvel properly since I hate keeping secrets and suck at it.

My friend and I continued to text over the next few days but we've never really had “full convos” rather random comments that rarely require a response. My husband read through the messages and misunderstood so much of it. He's upset that I didn't shut it down and instead fueled it. I understand.